Supercalifragelistic

Lost in touch

2011-07-13T16:14:00.003+08:00

two words, fuckoff.

2011-02-12T16:44:00.003+08:00

Hi, it's been quite some time from the last entry that I've blogged. CNY started just last week and it's gonna end in a week's time soon. 3 more weeks to graduate and then i'm free from school. (:

Oh, dad said I can have a full back tattoo. Isn't that sound awesome? (: here's some of the design I found through web. I like the first one especially.

Nothing much to update about. 2 days ago, baby bought me to the Long Champ boutique at ION. Saw the bag I want, $235. Imagine a medium size bag? Tsk, save a couple of hundred bucks can buy a Gucci/LV bag. Oh, before I forget. I'm going to have my FTT this coming tues and I'm so nervous about it hoping I can pass then start driving because I want to get my license before I fly for Perth this June. Let us cross our fingers ok!(:

Valentine's around the corner, wishing everyone a Happy Valentine's Day! <3

My future husband :p

<3333

2010-12-21T13:14:00.002+08:00

A lazy tuesday

2nd day of lazing around at home. Not getting used to waking up late nowadays and it's making my head in pain. Went to Li Ting house with snowy and our attempt to sew e xmas hat was successful. Went back to dental clinic last fri and had my wire and band changed. A thicker wire makes my teeth ached till now.

Not much to update for now. Happy christmas everyone!

xoxo, Felicia

2010-12-16T14:40:00.002+08:00

Last thursday to rant about.

Yup, my last attachment officially end today. WOW, I still remember I kept whining about how bad my attachment was. Thank god, I have finish my report and thank god I never rely on you to get my report done.

Now I'm left with ppt and i'm done. So excited about going back to school tomorrow. :> I have yet to come out with resolutions for 2011. But some are just wishful thinking like growing taller. ._.

I'm going back to finish my work now. Pfffftttttt~

2010-12-15T12:09:00.007+08:00

Wednesday

One more day to end my attachment and I have yet finish my report and powerpoint. ): Anyway, days had been so much better in RP because Sandra came and joined me but joined at the wrong timing when I was about to go. Have been consistently remind myself that I must bring a optical mouse to work but now it's already the last 2 days and I still haven bring it. :/

I have found boots/shoes for winter:

and

This looks like lion dance shoes.

I don't know which one is nicer. But the lion dance shoes look fluffy!

Shall continue my report before e time runs out. Anyway, please help me click the advertisement on the right hand side. :>

2010-12-13T09:58:00.005+08:00

Last monday blues before 10jan'11

Every monday is painted in blue or, rather black. Weekend were awesome because I don't have to go for any trainings like I did in e past. I like e feeling of waking up late and doing nothing for the rest of e day watching kel doing his weights at home.

Speaking about weights. I don't know when is e last time I had held on to a 14kg leg squats and doing ridiculous super sets with e rest of e mountbatten girls, competing who can do e heaviest,who can do e most chin ups and sprinting up and down e long hill slopes in NUS. That was e most torturous part of my life. I still remember I was half fainted while running a 10km distance. But all e efforts came back with a silver medal and earned an experience for being e pacer throughout e whole course for a 20 women crew.

Jesuschrist, I have yet to finish my report and powerpoint that is freaking due this friday. It's gonna be a long week for me.

Monday - Thursday : Attachments
Friday : Back to school to present my report and presentation
Saturday: Back to school for CPR trainers. fml.

HOW BAD CAN THIS BE? ):

I miss my cliques ):

2010-12-10T13:25:00.004+08:00

Thank God It's Friday already!

Little Cassandra is going to baptist today and she wanted me to attend but I have to work today. Sorry Cassandra, god bless you. <3 So, I was contemplating about going Butter the other day. I went that very night and all the N. team guys were already there,sweating. One word to describe that night, awesome. Despite having to show my IC TWICE (at e entrance and at e bar when I ordered my drink) and people's hand brushing against me. I sway and danced in e arms of kel and I never felt this way before. Kyo was already drunk by then. He held me, almost choke by his bicep. But well, have to "bear" with it cus he was literally drunk and he's THE BDAY BOY!

The night was crazy. So crazy that I don't even know it was about time to go home. Hit the sack around 2.30am and woke up at 7.30am for work. I know there's nothing to be proud of but yea, I'll be sleeping like a dead log if it wasn't for work. I swear. But I survived the whole day at work yesterday having to remind myself I only can consumed one can of redbull and that's it.

Data entry is killing me. I need food now.

My butter love in e factory <3

The sexy 30th B'day boy

2010-12-08T14:23:00.002+08:00

Wednesday blues.........

Going to end my attachment in less than a week. A happy note to self: Going Perth next winter with kelward for 8 days.

Ok, I know it doesn't have to do with attachment but at least when I'm in the office I can do some research and time will pass very fast. Contemplating whether to go Butter tonight for a birthday celebration. It's almost 3pm now and I can't wait for 5.30pm to come. You should know why if you are working during office hours.

It's been 6 weeks since I last went for my dental appointment and I'm due for checkup this fri and I doubt I can go because of work. I will have to push it to next fri instead. Tired of my blue and purple color bands already.

Gonna get my ass back to work nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..................

2010-11-22T11:26:00.003+08:00

back to one again. Monday.

sleepy mode now. ): gosh,can someone just wake me up? Anw, I bought Ginvera Eye roller and the after applying effect is awesome! Immediate result in 1 - 2 mins. Attended a ceremony event last sat at kallang. Coaxed a small boat with e new raddle and I was being dunk slam straight into the water when my raddle hit e floating bouy. I had blue blacks on both of my legs now. ):

Catch Harry potter ytd w kelward. It was way too awesome and I can't wait for the part 2 to be up! Had lunch together w wee peng. At least I don't have to eat my lunch alone for once.

I think my crocs gonna die on me soon. She open her wound e second time when I first attempt to stitch e wound up for her. ): blogger is lagging and I can't upload any photos at e moment ):

Till then,goodbye!

2010-11-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

s.h.i.t. : sorry honey it's thursday.

Kelward bought me a lomography camera on tuesday and I got a bimbotic color,pink. Wasted a roll of films just simply because the instruction manual doesn't state clearly or because I couldn't be bothered reading through lines and lines of words.

Getting plans for my further studies and I hope it work this time round. 4 more weeks left to end this horrible attachments.

I think that's about it.

2010-11-11T13:05:00.003+08:00

friday.not!

A sleepy thursday but morning passed quite fast as I'm busy attending meeting the whole morning and it's already 1pm in e noon. Got cookie to the vet near my place and the staff was really nice to help scan if there is any microchip on cookie.

Thank god. There is a microchip inside his body and it's a sign of relief but this is not the end yet. Called AVA this morning and they check that this microchip number is not registered. So this means that we can't track down who e owner is. So I guess we will just have to pass it to the provison shop uncle who wants cookie but I think he's not taking care of him well. I hate it to hear cookie barking when I walked pass his shop this morning. It saddens me.

In e first hand, I thought I could craved a future for US. But slowly, I think I should just mind my own future. I have already took the initiative but I think i'm too naive to. They said it's too selfish to think for only yourself. Like WHAT? Whatever.

4 more hours to go. Going to do some research before my supervisor comes back later in e afternoon.

That's about it.

2010-11-09T13:39:00.001+08:00

tuesday.

3 more days to weekends. Tell me about it.

2010-11-08T14:06:00.002+08:00

gloomy monday with a little bit of blues.

weekends ended in an blink of an eye and here I am in e office waiting for time to pass fast. My 5th week here in RP. Half more to go. I'm gonna sustain all e way even if it kills me. Menses finally came after a month and ended it just yesterday.

came across this wonderful song on youtube named Remember when by alen jackson if i remembered clearly. I had everything I could have asked for, everything and YOU are the one who make it come true that made YOU my everything.

Raine saw my crocs today. She compliment on this pair of white sparkling shoes. I said" kelward scrubed so hard that e printings came off even the threadings." and she replied "omg fel,kelward actually wash your shoes? You really found "gold"!" Yea, I know what she meant and I was like hell yeah.

I will treasure every single thing in life because god loved me too much. I know he loved me because he gave his best man to me to spend my whole life with. Thank you lord, for teaching me a lesson 2 years back and now, thank you again for giving me such a nice guy who i'm willing to spend my whole life with.

Rejoice in e lord,always.

2010-11-04T11:39:00.005+08:00

thursday.

Regatta during e weekends are over. Paddling had came to an end for me. Earned another wonderful experience with team seahwak and their strategy of winning. Will remincised the past years of dragonboating. <3

I am back in office after 3 days of mc leave. I felt how hell was like for e past few days but i'm recovering well now. Missed my menses for 12 days now and I don't know what is e cause of it. Others said i might be pregnant but i don't think that's e reason to it. Must be e medication i took. I had alot of pills and antibiotics to pop and it's terrible having to swallow those aweful tablets.

Dad found a shih tzu on monday while driving along MDIS main road. My sis called that shih tzu, Cookie. Sounds adorable but no one have yet to step forward to claim this dog. "Cookie" must have ran out of his owner's house because we see "cookie" is well groomed with white & clean teeth and bright eyes.

Till then, goodbye & happy deepavali.

Lots of love,
Felicia

2010-11-01T12:06:00.002+08:00

你的心我最懂
你哭泣我陪你
这辈子注定与你在一起
大声喊出我爱你
时刻把你放心底
在心里从此永远有个你
谢谢你让我遇到你
谢谢你也让我爱上你
不管风风雨雨
不问明天在哪里
我都会永远的陪伴你
©

2010-10-28T09:55:00.001+08:00

Thursday.

Back in office after 3 days of leave. Had MC on monday and 2 days leave for my dragonboat orientation. Life was a torture last weekend. I was down with a fever and sore throat after a trip to JB with baby on saturday. Had an early night that day and woke up 5.30am on sunday for nike city run 10km challenge with vanessa. I felt better that morning but was worsen after my dragonboat training. Felt like death is nearing me. Had lunch with baby and got a hairdryer too. Headed back home and get some rest. Went to visit doctor the next day. ):

I had my 3rd tightening yesterday. My orthodonist did scaling and polishing first before she put on the color bands for me. Manage to put the band on one of my teeth which has not been able to put it on e first 2 sessions. Am very happy with the outcome now even though it is still not very straight.

My first tightening

Second tightening. Look at the coil fitted to my teeth.

Third tightening. Went back just yesterday. Manage to put the band for e front tooth.

My teeth moved drastically after few hours of my third tightening session

Till then, good bye human beings.

2010-10-22T18:00:00.002+08:00

friday.

it's been a short day for me. Had dragonboat orientation this morning at 10am but they cancelled the orientation. I guess it's because of the haze so they don't want the kids to get affected so much. Took my money and waited for dad to fetch me. Had an awesome lunch with dad and stepped into the office at 2pm.

I hate my lecturer. I texted him about when my supervisor is free for him but he didn't reply my text at all and my supervisor was good enough. He said "nevermind,next week also can." Speaking about this, my supervisor had been great. I was like his "personal secretary" for this whole week. Everything was great except having to sit in the office for long hours without getting any pay. ):

Now e office is as cold as a freezer and it's so quiet that my ear drums hurt. I think i need to leave this place soon. I don't want to encounter anything stupid in e office. hehe.

Till then, goodbye.

2010-10-21T09:31:00.002+08:00

thursday.

another boring day in office today trying to think of a few designs for the posters. trying to stay focus here but i'm really too tired and sleepy. Yesterday, Jean came to RP to do her assignments so decided to meet up after my work. Shared a portion of dinner with her and chatted for awhile then went back home to get some nap.

Now i know going out to work is really tiring and stress. I am dragging myself to work on e second week of attachment and i feel cranky because of those sleepless night.

Define "love" : My definition for love; Unconditional love.Respect.Trust.
I always felt blissed having kelward as my boyfriend because e friends around me always had problems with their loved one. Yanking away how bad they treated them and stuffs like that. Kelward and I hardly fight. And whenever we fight, it will last not more than half an hour.

Shall get my ass back to work. 1 1/2hour more to lunch time. Finally I don't have to spend lunch time alone in office.

Till then, goodbye.

2010-10-20T11:46:00.002+08:00

Wednesday.

Woke up late and realized my alarm clock did not went off at 7.55am this morning.
I mistook it and set it to 8.55am instead. Thank god, I just wake up around 8.05am.
Get up and prepared my breakfast to eat in office and off I go. Daddy was early today so he waited for me to get ready and send me to work.

Here I am in the office, feel like today's a bad hair day, attire was in a mess let alone my eyeliner. Looking like a crazy woman sitting by the desk doing my work. Hopefully I can sustained throughout the whole afternoon without any lunch because i need to save some bucks for my braces.

What should I do after graduating? I wonder. Continue diploma courses or get out to work in this cruel society? So tired of everyday life because of this attachments. Even though it only lasts 2 months, I still feel stupid. Having to work the whole day and no allowance for me. Great deal for the school, free labor. Thanks.

Mum's been great,got me a packet of milk to bring it to office and drink. Thanks mom,thanks dad. For giving me such a blissful family even though we are not rich asses. I shall repay u both for bringing me up and nuturing me for 22 years of my entire life.

I'm logging out now. Till then, goodbye.

2010-10-19T14:05:00.002+08:00

Oh my, it's just only the 2nd week of attachments and I'm already going mad soon.
10 more weeks to go! D: One more week to Regatta and this time I'm not so anxious about it. OOPS. But getting to row with team seahawks really is another eye opening experience for me! This is going to be my last year rowing already. I hope! I'm tired of getting burnt,muscles ach, cramps and big fat muscles.

I wanna be a fair, small muscles and free of pain girl but then i will miss all those days wacking those freaking heavy weights and outcast from e rest. Need to start planning my future now. I know it doesn't really concern about paddling but maybe it's another excuse to quit. Hehe.

Migraine had me insane last weekend and it's torturous. It feels like I've been to hell and back again and again.

I can't wait to go back to school to see all my wonderful cliques before graduating.

IT'S BEEN 2 FREAKING WEEKS OF IA ONLY! D:

Till then, byebyebyebye~

2010-10-13T11:52:00.002+08:00

It's e mid of weekday already and i really
can't wait for weekday to end in 2 days time.
):

Attachments started this monday in RP. The awesome
thing was the travelling time (took me 15mins back and
fro), the people here are superb nice!, cheap food! and
very slack that I really feel like sleeping ): the bad thing
is that I have nothing much to do. Arghhhh~

I'm waiting for 12.30pm for lunch together w Raine and
at the meant time i'm rotting away in the staff room.

14 more days for my next braces tightening. Sian. $$$$
): oh well, will upload photos during the weekends.

BYE~

2010-09-28T15:32:00.004+08:00

I'm a ugly betty because I have braces on.
I had orange bands when I had my braces on
and now I had pink on top and turquoise on
the bottom. I had coil springs in my teeth too!

It felt extremely heavy on my mouth when I run.
Been to Seahawk for training. The after effect
make me feel like i need to be bed-ridden
for life. All my muscle groups ached badly.
And my paddle have a layer of dusts. Eeew
to the max. D:

Oh well, feel like eating claypot rice on
such a nice weather. But i need to tidy
baby's room and iron his clothes.

Everyday routine:
Sleep till late
Eat late lunch
Feed snowy lunch
Surf the net
Sleep

How great can this be? Haha,have to enjoy
my life before my attachemnt starts on
11 October. Yes it's 11th October. One more
week of holidays before my nightmare starts.
Perhaps I must adapt to waking up early and
sleep early.

I'm craving for rum & raisins ice cream and
my claypot rice.

20 more mins to 4pm. I shall chill and relax
first before i do the chores. byebye!

2010-08-14T12:52:00.002+08:00

Second wisdom tooth had been taken out and
I can't wait for my braces to put on this
coming friday.

Seperators in between my teeth had been
terrible and sore for almost a week now.
): and i'm getting it out this coming
friday too to put on the brackets in.

YOG had been pain in my arse but I'm
on 6 days mc and naturally i got
withdrawed out from YOG team.
YAY! I can have e whole 2 weeks on my
own.

Shall go make pedicure and manicure
later. I need to relax and chill now
before my war starts during september.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky
like shooting stars?

2010-07-30T13:17:00.002+08:00

I've got such a annoying boyf.
FML seriously.

i'm washing my hands off you

wisdom tooth had already been extracted.
Another one more to go.

Till then,
bye.

2010-04-22T17:55:00.002+08:00

i'm back to post! School had started since last
week and everything goes well in school. Baby had
just started school this week and had been relaxing
for this week. Maybe it's because it's his last year
in school already.

Oh well, it's raining now and hope the rain will stop
by 7! If not we will do stairs running around NUS. Climbing
the flight of stairs alone will kill u. :/

PA paddle this weekend and i'm already got myself prepared.
Just chiong! 300m only! :DD Baby had been really sweet to me.
Get a new camera cus i asked for it. Got me a jellybean case
for my iphone which i had been searching high and low for it.

Ok,gonna go play w kailele already!

Jiayou MCSC! <3

2010-04-03T21:52:00.001+08:00

And hell yes,we came in 2nd for finals! The feeling was great
after the finishing point. Got my first medal for the ladies
crew and more to come! PA paddles!

Baby got me a rabbit! Had been playing with the rabbit almost
every single day!

Had training today as usual but the sun is beaming hot around
10am! I was burnt after running ):

Ok,shall get back to my tv!

2010-03-27T19:11:00.003+08:00

Song Kang offered me a ride back
to baby's house after MR500. Babe
had to stay back for inter corporate
semi and finals till 6 plus 7. Manage
to get into final for 20 women crew!
Yay-ness!

Song kang was practically talking about
babe the whole journey back to bishan and
hearing the stuffs about babe makes me wanna
love him even more and appreciate things more.
(: Ignore things u are not suppose to know and
care what u have now.

From e beginning of e r/s till now babe had been
changing a lot for me and how he loves my family
too. *including amy and sean.

I love you and I know you love me too. (:
<3 <3 <3 <3

waiting for babe to return home w medal!

♥,
I'll make every second count when I'm with u ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥`

2010-03-22T13:39:00.002+08:00

Baby went to work this morning leaving me at
home sleeping like a dead log. Saturday and
Sunday trainings had killed me instantly especially
Sunday. Had 3 sets of 500m race with SPC and eventually
we manage to pull away after some distance. Raine grumbled.

I could not grasp for breath during one of the sets. Stroke
rate was fast; catch and go. The national girls thought it
was ok but it wasn't ok for the girls.

We will see when MR500 comes. We will kill the opponents
and eat our back wash. I'm sure we will come in top 3 for
finals.

Oh well, I needed to absorb carbo for my body to get ready.

2010-03-02T16:24:00.005+08:00

Last than a week to exams and I'm still slacking away taking
my own sweet time to study. Weekend trainings had been good!
I always loved dragonboat training than canoeing :/

Going to Macau this July for CCWC with my teammates. Come to
think of it, i'm really dread of going because :

1. All of my cliques had partners with them and I do not have
2. Kel doesn't want to go no matter how much I convince him
3. Please ask him to go for my sake even if he thinks we cannot make it for e race
4. Go for my sake PLEASE
5. We are going for exactly a week

K lor, he said I compare him with Cherie and Kevin. Come on man,
I just said it out NOT compare or whatever shit. K, i had enough.
I don't want to beg someone with mind already made up. Cus I know
he won't even want to change his mind. Stop wasting your f'ing
effort fel. Reality is cruel sometimes.

Watched DEAR JOHN last Sunday after training with e cliques and played
monopoly card game! It's awesome! The movie is touching. It reminds me
of someone..exactly the same way in the movie.

I'm looking forward to MR500 this end of march. YAY.

2010-01-25T16:43:00.002+08:00

Woah,it's been such a long time since I touched
my blog! One reason for not blogging is because
my internet is down and I only can use when i'm
at baby's place during e weekends.

Didn't attend trainings during the weekends because
Jingwei invited mountbatten team to his church
wedding on Saturday. Attend his wedding dinner
on Sunday too! Had been wearing high heels for
2 days and my sole is hurting me like crap now!

Baby bullied me. He asked me to fold his clothes
(not just one or two pieces ok!) before I became
his wife. TSK. But nvm, you are always my sunshine
even though sometimes you irritate me alot that I
feel like slapping you. LOL!

2009-12-22T13:11:00.003+08:00

Wooho! Photos taken from vietnam trip!

All at once,i'm making my blog fill with photos!
3 more days to Christmas and got Bruan Buffel wallet
from baby! Thanks dear!

TQH bought 3 hamsters! It's chocolate,kinder and
breuno!hahaha. Cute uh!

Dear Santa,here is my wishlist for this christmas!

1) Armani Exchange tshirt @ $79
2) Iphone orangey case
3) New paddle ):

2009-11-25T23:19:00.003+08:00

I'm going Vietnam with school on e 8 dec. Yayness!
Finally done with sports coaching project and fundamentals
of fitness CA1 test.

Shall turn in to bed now.Superly tired!

I love mbt! Cool or what.HAHA!

2009-11-24T00:06:00.005+08:00

The girls manage to get 4th for plate final.

Oh well.

Will get back our mix medal this coming
MR 500. No land training for this week!
But water training resume this weekend.

:/

wondering if all e sacrifies are worth for you

photos will upload soon.

2009-11-23T23:58:00.003+08:00

Before the clock strikes 12am, it's our 5
angels ones 2nd year death anniversary today.

You all will not be forgotten by us. Promise
to keep you in our hearts.

Remembering you all always.

<3

2009-11-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

2 more days to SRR! Last race of the year already.
I'm feeling shagged after rowing today. Never been
that shag that hard. Maybe it's because we had been
training canoeing all these while.

But,we will do good this SRR 09 after so much of
hell trainings recently.

Shin bone is in pain,back aching and sun burn.
Sun was scorching hot this morning and i had
giddy spells when running 2.4k.

Sun was scorching even hotter ytd when rowing.
Felt so much like wanting to dive down to the
water.

I just ate mac spicy burger and it's awesome!

it's a criminal if we don't make it this weekend!
Mountbatten sa! :DD

YAYE!

2009-11-16T23:30:00.001+08:00

Wahhh.i am so freaking tired today.

Regatta here I come!

2009-11-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

Meet QH today for gym and starbucks! This kind of feeling
is awesome! I love you muchie!

I want :

1) prawning
2) Lime green crocs
3) Braun Buffel Pink wallet

and I can't wait:

1) to weekend for dragonboat training
2) to school holidays
3) for Regatta

Tmrw dragonboat orientation! Going to bed
now after a long freaking day!

I remember every single thing you said to
me and never will I forget it.I love you
my precious.

2009-11-11T23:00:00.005+08:00

2 rounds of 8 stations x 3 sets of 10reps
killed me on sunday gym cus' I ached for
3 freaking days. ): Mr Azlan asked me to
do chin up today during PE lesson in front
of my class. I reached on time when everyone
was asked to do chinups inclding e girls and
initially i was the last to do.

They was fascinated by the number of chinups
I did. :X

Went Science center with my class today to
see the Body World. Pretty gross but it's
really interesting to see real people.

TMD,i can't donate blood tmrw in sch because :

1) Min. weight must be at least 45kg.I'm
only 44kg!

2) Sch nurse have no experience at all and
it's my first time donating blood.

2 more weeks to Regatta!

2009-11-08T13:28:00.002+08:00

Today it's sunday,shall go gym later with baby (:
Went town ytd with baby,we went Quiznos Sub for
lunch it's better than subway loh.i swear! :D

My ETP is not yet done! What's with Cass and Avis?!

!!

2009-11-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

I feel good today cause :

1) I took out my hair extension!

2) Came in 6th posiion for 800m individual event for inter colleges run!

3) Came in 2nd positin for 4 x 400m relay!

4) it's a good weather to sleep tonight!

5) 5 medals and 1 trophy that i eaned hard for myself this year!
(including db)

Seriously speaking,this morning was abit nervous for 800m race.
I thought i was gonna die. HAHA. felt so much wanting to go
back track and field.

I took out my hair extension today. Feel kinda weird to see
my hair short now.wahaha,have to face e fact that i've short
hair.LOL.

I shall get some sleep now before my dinner is home.Will
update my photos when i got it.

!

2009-11-04T00:11:00.006+08:00

Ahhh~wait wait.before i start posting,here are e
photos tt i haven uploaded on my previous post!

I looked like a aunty with tt umbrella.Trained by baby ONG.

Sheril's comparing my FAKE HAIR with tt black seaweed.HAHA.

They tease me for my fake hair cus' it looked real.LOLLLL-ED

WOOHU! Tmrw is School of business day!
So only attend ETP lesson for tmrw.
YAY-NESS :D

Felt like a happy kid now cus'

1) Qian Hui smsed me and i told her
i love her (:

2) baby keep making me laugh.

3) i'e finally overcome the shyness
in me when i do dragonboat orientation!

4) incredibly,i did e same weights as
Raine!

5) denise foo finally overcome the canoe
nightmare!

and

6) Tmrw only need to attend ETP lesson!

Sorry Vincci to drag ur tee shirt!I think
Regatta then can pass u loh! ):

The temptation of Regatta is here! I'm
ready! Let's go mounbatten!(karma!cus' NUS girls
kept saying that during sava.wahaha!)

See u in grand final ;)

Jia You PA too!

2009-11-02T15:42:00.002+08:00

Attended Sheril's 21st birthday last sat.
Reminscing those secondary school days and
most of all,we enjoyed the night laughing
at each others' jokes made in e past.

2 straight days of teaching different
kids on how to row dragonboat and at
e end of e day remembering e 4 commands
I gave them.
1) Paddles ready
2) Paddles Up ( some of them said OUT.Lol)
3) Go now
4) Easy

I really did enjoy teaching e kids and a
big thank you at e end of e day makes my
day. (:

I tried doing 8 chin ups e other day.I did
it! This shows that i really improved during
these few months of intensive trainings. Really
instensive! :/

I want Braun buffel wallet for this christmas.
I know it's early to say now. But.... heheheh..

Wa lau,it's going to rain real soon. :/

Love you with every single beat of my heart.

2009-10-30T15:40:00.002+08:00

5 days without any post on blog. Had been
busy with sch and trainings. Training was
harder just as I thought and projects are
piling up one by one. ):

Ayden's getting bigger and bigger as time
goes by. Less than a week he's gonna be
3 months old. (:

3 more weeks to Regatta!oh yea,can't wait!
Feel extremely guilt for not being able to
go for training this sat and sun. Dragonboat
orientation is waiting for me to do! ): Shall
train on my own then.

I don't know why am i usually get pissed off
when Cass is around with us in school.Like
we have to go w her flow. PCB. I can't stand
her already.

I'm so sleepy now and it's like 3.50pm?LOL!

I love Kelward Ong and Tay Qian Hui! Got it?

:D

2009-10-25T19:28:00.004+08:00

My blisters is obstructing me to do things
): Got it since yesterday after rowing 15k
using T1 and again it gets worsen after today
14k of rowing using T1. Thought can use K1 today
loh. Chee hong says all use T boat. T.T

Keep complaining to baby.HAHA, i think
he find me a nuisance. First time ever i felt
pain on my lower back. ): Learning how to catch
water and twisting had been much better! Boat
starts to glide forward and fast unlike those
days before Sava ; row like never ending route.

:/

Can't join e rest for Round Ubin rowing cus'
i don't have 1 star cert. T.T So no choice
have to go down to mac to row T1 instead
with Mr Yong and those who are not going.

Had a big quarrel with baby last night that
he kneel down crying and beg for forgiveness.
I FEEL SO GUILTY KAY. :/

Love u many many k? :D

Got e urge to msg TQH. So many things
to tell her about my life and everything.
But i doubt she will listen to me anymore.
):

I heard this team about their
"one set wonder". Ask me and i will
tell u! :D

2009-10-22T19:29:00.005+08:00

I am seriously very very tired today!
I hated sch time table. Sucks like forever loh.

The moment u opened ur mouth and talk bad about
ur ex classmate to me,I knew it was just all craps.
I don't think the things u said is reflecting bad
on her. I know u hated her cus' she treated u like
shit. But she didn't did that to me AT ALL. Use ur
fucking brain and think before u said things about
other ppl. I'm not her classmate but i'm her team mate.
I see with my eyes,no need u to keep reminding me about
how bad she is.

Kept telling me how bad she is then act like u are very
close to her when u sees her in sch or even mass lecture.
I really cannot stand it already!

And I'm so unlucky to have u inside my project group.
Sit there never do anything then act as if the whole
project is your effort only and then use other people
words so that u don't have to think of anything about
the presentation. It's contracdicting to have u in.And now
ppl misunderstood about everything cus' of u and I'm
being called names. GOOD JOB!

SUAY.Please fucking wake up! Spend almost
all e time on bball then spend e sch time for slping.
And making us so misrable.

2009-10-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

Woahs, Iris mama always listen to 2NE1 song.
Haha, i'm addicted to their song!

EHEHEHEHEH 2NE1!

:D

Sch tmrw, darn sian!

2009-10-21T11:44:00.002+08:00

sometimes people can just act and then talk
dfferently things without blinking their
eyes ; using/copying people words.
" do not have originality AT ALL loh"
*roll eyes*

Now I know who are e ppl who really stood by me
when i'm down.

Have been missing school today. Gastric acting up
again and went to see a chinese doc, medicine taste
superly bitter. FCUKing HELL.

2009-10-14T11:51:00.003+08:00

Sch reopen on monday! Time table had been sucky,
cocky and shit.

Sava sprints during the last weekend. I really
enjoyed myself!Tough fight for e first heat,
with NUS,SP,NTU,German Dragons. We manage to
came in second and straight into semi final.

Even tougher fight for semi-final!I was so
nervous that i couldn't breathe.ALMOST!
We compete with NUS again! then RP,
triton philipines and SP.And we came
in second again and we got into grand final.

My heart was pounding at e starting line of
200m mark for grand final. All along i only
could hear the girls repeating "Let's go!"
and a big pat on the back. We fight against
NUS(AGAIN!),Super Dolphin (Japan N-Team),
NTU and Triton Philipines.

It's really a tough fight. We came in 4th position.
I felt great! Cus we only lose by mere seconds! (:

Had carls junior for dinner with e guys.It's my
first time finishing e big burger! This proves
that i've put in alot of strength during e race.
LOL!

This photo reminds me of TAY QIAN HUI ):

The mbscs girls

2009-10-05T12:53:00.002+08:00

Sat and sun training was a killer but it made
me became stronger. I suppose. HAHA.

Was supposed to row canoe today but raine
and i was aching too much so cancelled it.
:/

less than 1 week to sch reopen.AHHHHH,darn
sian can. Hopefully i can wake up for sch
on monday cus..... sava sprints its this
weekend. :/

okay,got to go for lunch now.
i'm achinggg :B

2009-10-01T12:47:00.001+08:00

I got GPA 3.059 for my exam.
It's a sign of relieve.

:D

i'm still aching T_T

2009-09-30T17:54:00.002+08:00

See? Damn creepy hor? HAHA.i like!
See baby's expression! (:

Can't wait till weekend for db training!

2009-09-30T03:39:00.003+08:00

it's 3.39am now and i'm still awake!
I just ate and going to slp after
this post.

Baby's sleeping like a pigg right
beside me now. I doubt he know i'm
making alot of noise (cus i'm talking
to my sis).Haha.

Had training yesterday and i really died
at e end cus ... i've not been training
for a week and intensive training will be
on untill next week's sava. Haha,i feel so
disorientated after i came back from
bangkok. x(

I've been eating alot. Junk food is the main
cause of consuming big amount. HAHAHA. it's
baby fault. I keep asking whether should I
buy snacks (junks) and he straight away said
buy loh. He wouldn't say no to me. Please say
no for once can baby? ((: I love you!

Oh yayee,i found my iphone cover which i've
been searching for ages! I doubt it's selling
in singapore and i regretted not to buy extra
in Bangkok.

Ok,i'm v v tired now.haha,i don't care if my
food is already digested or not.

Nights people! <33333

I miss Amy Foo ):

2009-09-28T23:57:00.012+08:00

Hello my pretty bloggy,it's almost a week
since i post and i'm back from Bangkok!
Had been eating and eating + shopping till
you drop for 4 freaking days. Baby fall
sick and had fever on e 2nd day ):

I'm so heartach to see him shiver so hard
so much. All I can do is to tuck him to slp,
get him water and panadol and stick cooling
pad on his forehead.

Spend e most memorable days with baby.

They still uses this kind of machine. This machine was kinda like way back in singapore

I love this photo.Eheheh.

See how bad e traffic is?It's a gd thing we took train

E artist who drew a voovoo doll for me

My poor baby ):

Self-shot using lili's tripod! <3

I love this photooooo!

Food are yummmmy!

They really queue up while waiting for train! inredible!

Last shot before we go home!

2009-09-23T17:01:00.002+08:00

Baby,you've become a part of my life.
Thanks for every single thing you
gave in my life.

I love you baby Ong.

Aites,gonna pack my lagguage now.
Catching a flight tmrw at 7.

2009-09-22T09:48:00.003+08:00

Ate 3 hours of steamboat and xiao long bao
yesterday at Crystal Jade + mud cake. It's
awesome.

I couldn't stop laughing at zhi xiang and baby's
lame joke that i almost choke on my food. LOL.
Liling was so nice to lend us her tripod for our
oversea trip. <3

She asked me how am I doing over at Mbt and I said
it's alot better than my previous team. When she ask
me about this qns, i started thinking about what sam
told me. The sudden change of the ladies land training
changes to Thurs cus' she only can make it on Thurs.
I knew it. She doesn't even told me about this tt's e
reason why she cannot turn up for wed training.
Oh well,i'm already not in the team anymore. So I don't
have to fret about it anymore.

And yes, alot of ppl have e same answer to my qns when
I ask them is it still a "friendship" when your friend
ignore u or serve ties with u cus' u went over to another
team?

All they said was "If it's over this kind of thing,are u
sure this is call friendship?"

All I did was keeping quiet. Its true for what they say.
They just can't simply like this when u change another
team. I remember for how long I kept this friendship
going whether or not its ur fault or mine, I still
make u happy. If really u should ignore me further,
i'll let u be. I'm tired of getting things right
for u and me and i'm tired of picking up those
pieces u always break but life still have to
go on. Those things u've borrowed to me, I'll
return u every single bit when i have the will
to.

i'm off today and hardly get some slp cus' i'm
taking care of little Ayden now since 5.30am.
Yawn...ZzZzz.. But he's sound asleep now so i
can get some rest too. 2 more days to Bangkok!
Just 2 more! Woo hooouuu!

Today gonna complete training test!

2009-09-20T21:37:00.002+08:00

Dragonboat training starts every Sunday
from nxt week onwards! Yayee. Finally
after so long. Lol.

Going for dinner at crystal jade to celebrate hx
25th birthday tmrw. 4 more days to Bangkok!

1 down for chinups! 7! :D

2009-09-18T14:28:00.002+08:00

Today off from work. So wake up early to
baby sit Ayden and he's asleep right beside
me. (:

6 more days to my trip. My abs still
aching lorh. ):

Tmrw DOP!

2009-09-17T13:56:00.003+08:00

Kasbi is away from office and will be
back in a jetty.So while waiting for
his reutrn I shall blog again.

:D

25.07.08, was the day you became my other
half. Days and months passed was not as
easy as it seems to be as I just go over
a 3 years relationship. You are there for
me. In silence, seeing those days I went
through that my soul and mind still lingers
around for that 3 years relationship. You
did all you can for me. I almost took it
for granted. My heart is not there for you.
You are upset. For all these months,I heard
alot of rumors about you. I actually listened
to them. I was stupid. Damn stupid for not
trusting you instead.

One year had pass. I see those rumors are just
your past/not even ture. It doesn't really matter
who you are in the past. I just treasure you in
present and future. And when i learned about my
ex boyfriend got a new girlfriend,I nearly went
mad. I was practically crying almost every night.
I thought I was so selfish to have you when i
haven't got over him. Again, you did your best.
After a year had passed, you became someone
important in my life. I have to let go of the
past and let that be just memories.

I see you done so much for me. Even the slightest
thing. How can I not love you my dear? You promised
me that we will get through everything together and
I've promise to be there in times when you need me.
Remember? I love the way you talk to me in a disturbing
way.It makes you my bubbly baby. And when you were quiet,
I just felt it's not right.Though it can give me some
peace for awhile.HAHA.

He will :

1) steal a kiss from me when he got any chance
2) download all e applications into my iphone when
I needed for my convinence
3) take a big bottle of water for me to make sure
I don't dehydrate myself
4) make breakfast for me when he's going out earlier
than me
5) find all the movies I like
6) wash my dirty singlet after training :S
7) fetch me after my work (He did it on his own account :P)
8) make my bed
9) walk my dog
10)help my mum wash dishes and help her with her food
11)get my watch for repair
12)get snacks for me
13)straighten my hair! :p
14)waits for me at my house's bus stop when I return late
15)pays everything (almost)
16)nag at me if i don't pack my stuffs
17)buy my fav. fruits!
18)cover blanket for me
19)kiss me goodbye
20)get whatever I want

Sounds so much like a spoil brat right?
HEH!

OOOooOooOoOOOOooooO Kelward is LOVE!

2009-09-17T11:43:00.002+08:00

Yay,exactly one more week to Bangkok!
And I've e worst nightmare ever last
night only to find my eyes with tears
when I woke up this morning. ): But
when I woke up I found baby cuddling
me with his hands around me and sleeping
so sweet like a child.

And that's when I know,you're beside
me. :p

I'm addicted to DS nitendo lite heaven
rythem game lorh. Just couldn't stop
playing be it in the office or at home
or even when i'm walking.Hahah.

it's lunch time! Uncle chan just bought
me chicke rice and sugar cane juice.
How nice of him!

Shall blog again later if i'm free :D

2009-09-15T23:59:00.004+08:00

Yay, finally got photos to upload. But will
post at the end of the entry. So,training
today was quite ok but I didn't quite prepared
myself for the test today. But was quite satisfied
with my results. We didn't manage to finish up
all the test though. NUS gym closes at 8.45pm
so just did half of the test. So here's my result:

2.4km : 11.06
Chin-ups : 6
Pushup (men's style) : 50/1 min
Situp : 59/1 min
Lat pull : 100 lbs
Bench press (seated) : 100 lbs
Shoulder press : 8 kg (two side)
Bicep pull : 20 kg (one side)

The rest of the stations will have to wait till
next training. After e tests, Raine debrief us
about on coming race which is Sava Sprints. The
girls are taking part in the mix and most likely
20 ladies crew with NUS canoeist. First time in
my entire life that I can get to row for Sava
and 20 ladies crew. ^^ And she impose that we have
to clock 30k in one week. I think I will injured
my knees again. Sigh.

Hard work will pay off soon Felicia! Keep on going.
(: And shit,my watch spoiled and it's my one and
only watch. ): Okay, going to turn in now. I'm
working tmrw. Sian.

8 more days! <333333

Photo time!
It's taken on Ayden's Full month (:

2009-09-15T15:33:00.002+08:00

Finally got the time to make a trip
down to civic center to get our travel
insurance.Ok,I'm really really very
anxious already. Just 9 more days!

I think I should get a afternoon nap
before going to NUS for training later.
Baby start working already.He's working
part time slave for my dad.LOL.Cus he
have to drive around with my dad's vehicle
(my dad's license kana revoked.) and deliever
goods to his customer.

Without fail,baby always give me goodbye kisses
everytime when he's leaving home. Felt so much
like someone important to him. Love you baby.
<333

okay bye!go have a nap now!

2009-09-13T17:18:00.002+08:00

So,i was slacking the whole day at work,watching movies
online and surf everything I could to pass time. I'm
almost done with our intinerary for bangkok trip. I just
couldn't wait for the day to come(11 more days more)!

Tmrw and tues i'm off from work. Obviously clubhouse don't
open on monday for PA. So it's actually tues off. Radio is playing
the same songs over and over again.It's getting on my nerves and I
can hum with the songs play lorh.

Oh,did i mention about doing K1 tmrw with Raine?Aha.Let's pray that I
can row out from the bay and to the 500m mark then back again to the
zero mark. Raine decided that we "try not to" capsize in e middle.
You know,the monitor lizards are damn irritating and try to
scare you off by coming near you when you capsize near the bay.
I swear they are not small size!lol. Raine still teases baby about
his presence that always attract lizards out. ROFL.

Can't wait till Sava Sprints too! Had been training (though i miss
2weeks of water training) hard till my blisters on my thumb either
keeps peeling off or bleed. The procedure of that 15k or more of T. rowing
really sucks to e max and it's really very tiring until sometimes
I dread going. Another reason is,the training starts 8am every sat
and sun.Mr Yong is taking us for water training and I'm sure I'll
die off at e end of every training sessions. Raine told me that Mr Yong
was hard on NJCs canoeist but he won't be hard on mbt.I still get
jelly legs though.Haha. Am adapting slowly though. :p Getting used to
it soon.

I'm hungry!Having doubts on my metabolism.

11more baby~

2009-09-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

Yayee. Finally exams are OVER! It's killing me and my
brain cells for e past few days and I swear I have
dark circles and pimples on my face! I drank coffee
to keep me awake to mug and I munch everything I could
to keep me awake.

Supposingly,i'm having training today but i skipped training
cus' of last minute work. Ahhhhh.. Feel so weak and guilty.
LOL. have not been going for land training for almost 2 weeks
already cus' of my exam. Feel such a fatty bom bom now.HAHA.
Next week shall go training please! ROFL. At least I went
for water training last weekend. :p

Went Dempsy Hill to have dinner! Superly FULL. Baby and
JieJun had never eaten curry fish head before. LOL.

Ayden and Apple moved back to our place already. And I can't
stop myself for not taking every seconds to take a look at
him.He's so adorable please! And every morning when I see
Appl with that "oh-so messy" hair,I knew she's only half
awake.LOL.

Ok,ciao! Gonna slp early. i'm working tmrw! (at PA clubhuse)

14 more days to our honeymooooooooooon. YAYEE.

2009-09-04T23:42:00.002+08:00

I don't have best friend anymore.

Great.

2009-08-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO TAY QIANHUI.
You're not forgotten by me. I miss you.

i'm sick since Thursday. I cannot stop
mugging for exam now. ):

2009-08-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking short of $100. ): ):

2009-08-23T18:17:00.000+08:00

Finally I decided what I want.
People might think it's for the medal.
Truth is, I want to change a new enivronment.
No one encourages me to go. I thought you would
encourage me and let me do what I want to in my
life for just once.

I guess everyone hates me for making this decision.
I also have my own decision. I don't want to do things
I regretted aftermath.

What hurts me the most is my best of friend don't understand
me.

ohh,i'm aching all over from yesterday 10km rowing.

For now,happy mugging Felicia.

2009-08-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hello! it's been such a long time since I blog.
Actually I also don't know what should I blog
about.

Went gym yesterday,ran 2.4km. 3 X 50 different
style of situps, 3 X 7 chinups. Did lats pull,
bicep curl,shoulder press and rowing. I thought
I was going to ach today but never.

I miss Qian hui.. ):

2009-08-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

One day without you at home is like a total peace.
I don't mind a single soul at home. I just don't feel
like seeing your face ever since you became a part of
us.

Everything was accident. I don't look forward to your
come backs. Stop bitching about my parents in your blog.
Got the guts,say it to their face. I feel so pity for my
bro having to put up with this stupid wife of his. You
don't want my parents to take care of Ayden,just say it
straight to their face. I don't know why you just cannot
accept the facts.

Me and sis will be dead happy if you're gone. *claps*
Stop acting like a princess when you want to keep the
child and goes "who knows my suffering and pain" all shits.
Stop acting like a bitch when you bitch about my parents.
If your parents are darn good,then ask them to give you
everything,why complain? All the long,you and my brother
wanted to keep this child. YOU ALL SHOULD BEAR EVERYTHING
and not ranting about my parents giving enough to YOU.Who
do you think you are? President of Singapore? Come on!What
a joke!

If i have my last wish,I wish you wouldn't came into my brother's
life. We did not like you at all in the first place even before
you were pregnant.

2009-08-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't understand when people say "simply no respect at all"
when you yourself uses my stuff without even asking. Look who's deserving
respect first. And what irritate me the most is when you want to borrow
something then you will talk to us nicely.

I think you're still young and don't know how to respect people.So how
you want people to respect you? If people are just pure irritating towards
you, I wish you wouldn't be a part of our family in the first place. I wish
everything did not happen at all. I feel sorry for mum having to put up with
you when she's trying to be nice to you but you ignore her concern for you.

I pity your upbringing.

We feel so good with you away.Everything seems normal
until you came into our family......

MF.

2009-08-07T15:28:00.000+08:00

i'm having a terrible headache now.must be sleeping too much
and skipped breakfast and lunch.

Monday is a public holiday!yay! But have to study for ISS and
finish up BEV report before dead line.

Gonna get some fooooood to eat. I'm hungry!

2009-08-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

my blog starts to rot into mould soon.had been busy for the
past days. 5 more weeks to my final exams and i'm still relaxing.
tsk.must kick away the bad habit already man.

i'm planting green bean inside my yakult bottle,but i only have the
bottle with me and I couldn't find green beans in the kitchen.went to
Attica Pub with baby on friday after his award and appreciation night.
Felt a little tipsy though,and I did not even wash out my eyeliner and
mascara ; I just lay dead when I hit the bed.LOL.

Pacing with NJC on Saturday with combination of moutbatten and national
girls. It's never been good that way before.LOL.we did 1000m,500m
and 200m sprints. My left side of my body was aching the next day and
couldn't go for their canoeing session. I got tons of sch work to do as
well. ):

Went for high element last tues. I was shivering like mad when i'm not
even at the top. I was tearing,not crying.LOL.But manage to finish the
whole course. *clap clap* and went mac. reservior to learn K1 on wednesday
morning with raine and co. I had bruises on my tighs and it's still looking
quite bad on me now. Baby was asking me how do I carry the boat and bail the
water out.I know i'm such a dumb arse.

The corn on my foot is still there lor. Had been plucking out the dead skins
for the past 1 and a half hour but it's better now. I am looking forward to
Friday. Darn sian can. It's just only monday today. How am I going to survive
for the next 4 freaking days? I'm so darn tired, BEV project are due in 2 weeks
time,sports science test is coming next week,CMS CA3 is coming and final
exams in 5 weeks time. WHY AM I STILL BLOGGING MY GRANDMOTHER STORY HERE?
I SHOULD STUDY.OMFG. *slap myself*

Me classmates!

Me cliques!

Baby's award & appreciation night

Attica Pub

My handsome dogggyyy

2009-07-25T20:09:00.001+08:00

Happy one year anniversary baby.
Love you. <3

2009-07-22T22:06:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired and so so so sleepy.It's just only
Wednesday today! ): and tmrw have to decide which
elective module to take first thing in class.

dragonboat is not all about how good YOUR stamina is.
it's about e combination of strength,endurance,mindset
and stamina. It's not about how fast YOU run. This is
dragonboat,it's not Track and Field. If you fail to
row good,strength sucks like some shits, you're not
even qualify to compete with others. If you want to
challenge me,BRING IT ON if not, join track.

and i'm so fucking pissed.my corn is still sticking on
my feet like it won't go away forever.

I still want QH's where's wally book! I don't care QH.
hahaha.

<3333

2009-07-20T19:05:00.003+08:00

I want to get QH's Wally Book! HUMPH. and counting
down to our 1 yr Anniversary this Sat <33333

Tee Kheng had bought me mango last week to my
place and was so freaking touch that i almost
forget my mother's name.LOL.

Love you Tee Kheng. <3

My hamster just passed away last night. ):
Byebye hamster. You will be missed.

2009-07-16T13:21:00.001+08:00

Baby boy永遠永遠手牽手
一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得
我們要一起生活

不管晴天的時候
不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久
我們要一起生活

<3333

2009-07-09T14:32:00.003+08:00

I am trying not to tell you but I want to.
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head.

My heart is racing and the emotions keep spinning on.

2009-07-06T21:41:00.003+08:00

I want to feel being love.

isit so hard?

)': I was never asked about my life.
I was never asked about what I want.

And QianHui, I will stay strong as long
as I can. I cannot just gave up like this
after holding on for so long. I really want
to thank you for being there for me and really
thank you for making me feeling better each time.
Only you know how i'm feeling and care so much.

I love you. Sisters till the end no matter what.

my blister is hurting me. )':

2009-07-03T11:35:00.002+08:00

no more holidays. it's time for school next week.

):

my life's in a mess.

2009-07-01T17:00:00.003+08:00

I love you guys. You all are deeply missed by me.
Thank you QianHui for making cupcakes for me and
sing birthday song and my wish came true.That is,
bringing back medal for PA.You're still the best.
How can I not love you?

2009-06-24T11:50:00.002+08:00

Just 3 more days.

One heart.One soul.

2009-06-23T17:46:00.001+08:00

直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我

2009-06-23T13:32:00.002+08:00

Finally, i'm 21. The key to freedom is exceptionally good!And
thy restrictions from parents had been loosen.Thank you people
for the wishes but i've yet to make a wish under a bdae cake. ):

Counting down to days to SDBF 09.And I have a huge urge to say we
will do well this year.

okay,gotta get my butt moving!i'm meeting my cliques for community
service down at e garden! I want my NYAA award!

I love Tay Qian Hui & Peh Bunny! <3
And I love Tee Kheng.

2009-06-17T11:26:00.001+08:00

Happy Family.But baby's not inside.All becus he were late tt day.
HUMPH.

2009-06-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

I love you Tay Qian Hui.
Please don't cry.I know it's hard
for you.I understand how you feeling.
Remember what I told you?I will be there
for you 24/7 even if we are so far away.
Even the hardest time we get it through.
You know the friendship between us mean alot
to me?

You should know it better.Remember the hug I hug
you last sat? I miss you too much! and I promise
no one will ever break us apart.Even if it does,
I will find a way back to just both of us.

I love you and sisters forever till the end. <3

2009-06-14T23:44:00.004+08:00

My back is aching so much from 2 days rowing man.
I need a massage badly. ): Going Bangkok during the
Sept holidays with baby. Yayee (:

6 more days to my 21st birthday! lol. can't
wait for the key from my parents.Decisions
have to make sooner or later and I think I
have come to a decision.I'm joining baby's t.
soon.

Love you honey sweet.muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

2009-06-11T13:43:00.002+08:00

I'm sick and it had been almost 3 days of
suffering.Thank you all for concerning.I
will recover soon.

One freaking day to sch holidays.How I wish
someone's here to take care of me )':

2009-06-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to you baby!One year older
but still as bubbly as ever!Old already must
know what to do already ah.Don't always make
me nag at you like small kiddo. <3

LOVE YOU! <3

2009-05-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

I feel so proud of you baby.
I love you.

2009-05-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOUUUU!

I didn't know you've already graduate.CONGRAS ok! (:

That's my best sister,TAYQIANHUI

One more day of waiting for baby's return and
love sick is like forever. )':

I was graded A for the semester 1 Sport Science
test! (:

Thank you TAYQIANHUI for being there for me.I love
you so much can?Feel like giving you one big hug now.

2009-05-25T19:34:00.004+08:00

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the endless skies my love

The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth move through my hand
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command my love

The first time ever I lay with you
I felt your heart so close to mine

Happy 10 months anniversary baby.
It still feels like the first time everytime
when i'm with you.

I've choose to trust you.
I've choose to love you.
And,I've choose to be with you
with e rest of my life.

Take care baby,enjoy your trip
and all e best for your race at Macau.
Be home safe,cus i'm waiting for you.
I LOVE YOU. <3

Nothing's gonna change my love for you.
You ought to know by now how much I love you.

2009-05-21T21:59:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna trust in myself to believe.
i'm not going to give up things I love to do.
And i'm not going to fall again this time.

2009-05-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

Baby bought me a iphone for my 21st birthday.
How nice! But I love u more than e phone!

LOVE YOUUUU TEE KHENG ONG!

2009-05-07T12:51:00.002+08:00

it's been sucha long time since I blog.
i've been busy with sch,training and baby's
accompany.

Got MC today for sch.Not feeling well,gastric
acted up last night while training.Theeben was
sweet enough to bring me to see a doc and it
cost frigging $41!Sigh.Aftermath,headed to KFC
to find Thomas,Martien,JJ and Terence for dinner
with Theeben.

QianHui called to ask how I was feeling.Thank you
so much!I love you and ShiHui!2 more weeks,baby's going
to Macau for race for 4 days ): Gonna miss him.

2009-05-03T16:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 7th birthday to Christina.
Baby and me bought her a pink watch.

Sigh,why is weekend always end so
fasttttttttttttt.): I hate weekday. ):

2009-05-02T10:44:00.004+08:00

my whole body is burning like crap now.
so much fun at e sentosa yesterday with
PA.Finally,I get to accept those facts
that they are gone.

Baby had been nice.real nice.Maybe bcus
QianHui talked to him about me the other
day.The importance of having each other.
Think all you want,say all you want.Cus'
it doesn't bother me anymore.I see with my
own eyes,I believe in my own eyes.People
said,seeing is believing.Thanks Nicholas.

Should I get hair extension?
Hmmm..

4th pair

QianHui <3 Me & CKL

The Bonding Love of PA <3

4th Pair, 20 Mixed Crew

PSH & Me <3

Jump shot.lol.

QH & me <3

PSH & me <3

You all are loved by me.

2009-04-27T15:30:00.002+08:00

PA Championship'09 had made me understand
how fragile a team can be but still we fight
through the war together and put the best in
the race.It's very contradicting to see the
crying,the leaving and the fumes scence in my
own team.

I didn't know my team was so fragile and breaking
apart soon.I love PA,they are my heart and soul.
This is where I grew up and learn.This is where
I found my passion.Crying out will not make them
come back.But crying out will make me feel better.
Everyone had the thought of leaving,so do I.But I
just can't ditch the team just like this.I believe
kok ling will make the team better and stronger.

- Qian Hui
- Shi Hui
- Vincci
- Wee Peng
- TheeBen
- Martien
- Kok Ling
- Veron

I thank you all for standing by me when i cry my
heart out yesterday when I need someone the most.
I love you guys always and I will give my
outmost performance for this team and you all.

To Kelward,

I believe you will read this post.The person I need
the most is you,but you aren't there.My sisters was
there for me until the very last moment,you came.I
appreciate it but my emotions couldn't hold.

Alot of people had negative thoughts on you.I knew
it all along.It's because of the past you had made
others gossip behind your back.I ask Nicholas and he
said it's better to see it in my own eyes than listening
to others.I felt better.I couldn't talk to you at times
cus you have been busy.Your commitment had taken up almost
7 days and your sch had taken up 5 days.

I have no one to talk to till now.It's always Qianhui
and Shihui.You're e most impt people in my life yet
I can't talk to you.And you always said that I got
influence by others.I never get influence,I just want
to get cuddle by you that's all.I want you to stroke my
hair,telling me how much you love me.I want you to hug
me in times when i'm breaking down.

I see the answer in your eyes baby.I know you love DB.
Maybe I should leave you to let you commit this without
freting about me.And i'm such a hassle to you.Getting into
your way.

I don't know what you want,cus i dun have the chance to talk
out things to you.

I love you most.

To QianHui,

Sis,thank you for being there for me when i need a shoulder
to cry.Thank you for hugging me tightly when I cry out badly
yesterday.

I know at times you don't have time for me.I know you have to
keep Oswald accompany.I understand and I know I can call you
24/7 if i need someone to talk you.We both cry,laugh and get
angry with each other together. I still remember there was one
night you called to hear me cry over the phone.I still remember.

I love you man.

To ShiHui,

Sis,i also thank you for being there for me ytd when I cry like
a baby.I get very emotional when it comes to this kind of stuffs.
And I know you and Qianhui will be there for me when in need of
listening ears without fail.

I treasure you and Qianhui alot.

I love you too.

Sorry that this post is too windy and long.
I know it's naggy.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most
Just got to keep going
And I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith.

2009-04-23T22:42:00.003+08:00

School was fun every single day with friends
around me who love to joke and of course,
playing sports everyday after school ; going to
gym,swimmining and of course basketball.Should
try touch ruby the next time.

i'm not tired physically but i'm mentally
TIRED.Engine's breaking down soon anytime
and I promise myself not to play after sch!
Just for tmr.haha.

Had track training today and I almost die
off after 40minutes of endurance running
but then i still manage to get it through.

oh god,i'm really tired lah.

straight to another point,TAYQIANHUI,where
the hell have u been man?I miss u like forever?
Sat we go have burger king together after race.
We already promised!

My hyper active classmates!

Tt's Phoebe.

bye guys,i really can feel my eye lids are closing.

Nights!

2009-04-20T18:21:00.007+08:00

I'll be good after this post..

his life's full of training and sch.
I can't hung out with him for dinner during weekday,
I can't even ask him out for gathering with
friends.I can't talk to him about my stuffs.

I still don't know what's happening to me.
why would I care about so much stuffs and
concern about every thing while he's busy.
If i ever utter a single word to him,he's gonna hate me.

I'm gonna make sch and training to make me busy
as an excuse.

ok bye,will not blog as often these few days.I'm
making my race mood for sat and sun to set in now.
I don't want to fret about anything now.

gonna get my butt moving.study time.

you can't get everything in your life,choose wisely
before you regret.

Do you still rmbr this song?It mean alot to me.

2009-04-19T19:46:00.002+08:00

Last 2 days training for the week!
and 2 days of hell with the SUN.
I'm burning like crap now. ):

darn sian,we had paddle fight today
during training with other team.
FUCK man.If I had a wooden paddle
today,I would have smack them real
hard.

Training had been better.Waiting for
PA paddle to come this coming weekend!
6 more days to go.

sch day tmr!